As we begin the summer vacation, I am looking back on what went really well this year, what didn’t work so well, and what needs to change for next year. Below are some of the negatives about this year:
- Lack of social life – While not entirely true, and things have changed for the positively since I began playing in a mariachi in April. But I still notice that I am far away from my family and many of my friends before I moved down here. Even after being in South Texas for four years, I find that my social life is limited to time spent with other band directors, and a small handful of church friends. Maybe that’s just part of growing up and being out of college. I’m just still not entirely used to it.
- Not taking my own advice – Especially in reference to stress reduction, there were times when one or two or ten of these pieces of advice were ignored. So take heart if you have trouble doing some of the things I say I do. I slack off at times too! At the same time, I used the blog to come back and reread some stuff and it inspired me.
- Disorganization – I write and have written quite a bit about organization. I am one of the more organized people I know. And yet at times I still can’t find the things I need. Things in my house are out of place.
- Laziness – How many times did I write and say that I was going to do something on the blog and never did? Too many. How many emails or comments have I gotten that have either gone completely neglected or I took way too long to reply to? Too many. This is the result of disorganization, but it also comes due to lack of motivation. At times the blog drains me. Then I get an email or a comment from someone who tells me they have decided to start a blog or they have decided to not quit teaching or whatever. And I remember that there is a greater purpose for the blog!
As I look at this list, I notice that most of them are personal issues rather than teaching issues. While some of the spill over directly into my classroom, they all have an impact on my state of mind while I teach. I see progress in that I am much more accomplished in the classroom, but I still see plenty of room for growth. In the next in this series, we’ll look at some of the things I want to change next school year.